Wednesday, February 13, 2008

回家

开罗就快开春了。不在感觉到那寒风刺骨也没再下那冷酷细雨。我要回家了!和家人离别已有四个月了。不知道我那年幼的孩儿是否依然记得我这个爸爸。为了这次驻外的机会,我的牺牲不小,错过了我儿子初学逐步的宝贵光阴。现在他走路已稳健了不少,不再摇摇晃晃招人欢笑了。可惜呀可惜。他最近生病了。病得不轻以至在医院住了三天。到现在他还没完全康复,叫人牵肠挂肚。初尝为人父的酸甜苦辣的我心里五味杂陈好不难受。真希望能在他身边用心呵护。这几天来也苦了孩子的妈了。我于心不忍却也无可奈何。回家团聚后我必须好好的补偿补偿她的辛劳。我要回家了。下个月,家就会暂时迁移到开罗了。到时候,我就能天天回家了!

Saturday, February 02, 2008

Days Without the Internet

About three days ago, a break in two fibre optic cables in the Mediterranean Sea disrupted communications across the Middle East and into India and neighboring countries. Suddenly, I wasn't able to video call my wife in Singapore, no Facebook updates, no Youtube, no online newspapers, no movies download and no otlob.com for home delivered meals.

I understand perfectly how my life has been and will continue to be entwined with the Internet. But when reality hits, it was simply too painful to bear. The blessing in disguise was the greater amount of time I put into revision. Being too lazy to cook my own meals, I had to drag myself outside for meals. I hate to dine alone outside the comfort of my home.

Fortunately, the breakage was repaired and here I am back into the virtual world. Two weeks from now I will be on my flight to Singapore. Much has been accomplished so far and I have found the apartment to stay when I returned to Cairo with my family in Mar 08. I am glad that I can do away with the prospects of househunting around the chaotic city with my wife and toddler. With the accommodation settled, I will be able to concentrate on taking over the work and get off on a good start.

The Lunar New Year is drawing near. This is not the first time I will be missing the reunion dinner. But I never wanted to be at the table with my family so badly in the past. This will be my son's second reunion dinner but sadly his Daddy will not be there to give him his big angpow.

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

开罗下雨了

开罗下雨了。这是我抵达开罗两个多月后的第一场雨。听当地的朋友说,开罗一年下来下不到十余次的雨。而且这雨往往下得细细的也维持没多久时间。可是今天这场雨下得还真不小。仿佛在反映我内心的惆怅。奕云今天凌晨搭机回新加坡,结束她短暂的逗留。如果我的心当初有随着我的身子来到开罗的话,这次它肯定一同和奕云飞回家去了。

这次安排奕云来开罗是为了让她熟悉一下这里的环境,看看房子也顺便到较偏远的西瓦綠洲度二次蜜月享受一下二人世界。毕竟,等三月带着年幼的乐乐来开罗正式上任后,我们就不可能去到那么远的乡村地方了。虽然只是短短的六天,我们享受了地中海的微风轻吹,綠洲的清幽还有大沙漠无边无境的壮观景致。这短短的聚会也增进我们的感情,重新点燃遭生育过程冲击的激情与热恋。

转眼瞬间,时光飞逝。奕云回了,回到乐乐的身边。我有千万不舍也还是不希望他们母子分隔太久。在机场目送弈云步入门禁,我的心是灰色的。眼泪虽在眼圈里打了个专却也没有滴下来。在一个多月我们就能一家团聚了。我是这么安慰自己。老天却忍不住泪水,让开罗下雨了。

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